my nails are white.
not that i'm racist.
but it's time for a change.

so i realized the other day that i'm pretty different than what i was in grade nine.
for one thing, my nails changed color.
secondly, i got thinner.

there's only seven months left of being a kid.
then i grow up.
SEVEN months.

i've actually been single for 14 months now. crazy.

Went to bed, I was thinking about you.

i bought a cd last night, Fiction Family.
it's another Jon Foreman project.
it's quite good, i've had it on repeat all day,
while i've been looking at college info.
and filling in written applications.

i realllly want to go to NSCAD, but there's just so much stuff you have to do.
like, a sketchbook started 3 months prior to application?
in that case, i'm pretty much already late.
i mean, i do have one started, but it's not something i'd want the Admissions Council to look at.
some of it is just too personal. you know what i mean?

i think my journals are too random. oh well. it's like me.
i'm pretty ADD i must say.
i'll be sitting in math class, and i'll look out the window...
...and watch an empty water bottle roll across the parking lot.
seriously!

my mother called me a ditz. :/
and then mike called me one because i told him that.

battle of the bands was great, as usual. it was great last year too.
the intermission was fun. while the judges were deciding winners.
i couldn't breathe, i was laughing so hard. it was pretty bad. haha
i don't even know what it was...something about a scarf?
anyways, then kyle told me the reason he wanted to marry me in grade seven.
pretty obvious, if you know what i mean.

i have to read Catcher in the Rye. i was supposed to do that today.
i was also supposed to study for 2 tests next week.
UNSUCCESSFUL!

after Catcher i'm gonna read Perks of being a Wallflower.
i'm gonna steal it from kevin (:
'ol blue eyes himself. haha

anyways i should probably describe the best night of my life so far,
aka
KUTLESS CONCERT!!
kay so Jon Micah grabbed my hand 3 times
i touched his shoe. haha.
nick flung water at me. and when he flicked his hair, sweat came towards me. gross.
james smiled and posed for me : )
and i almost caught jeffrey's drumsticks.
and i have no dave stories, he was just there being his usual beautiful self. <3

so that was an AMAZING night. so great. and i would like to take a minute to thank someone,
in front of all you watchers : ) haha.
thanks Matt , for being there with me, on the best night of my life : )
it was really special, and we were totally rocking out . i loved it .
so thank you : )

i think i'd better go to bed now.

I see clearly when she's near me.

Laura <3